Feeling stuck with some painful thoughts.
Feeling trapped by these thoughts.
Tears are always helpful here.
I see this huge solid wall in front of me.
Hearing Jim Morrison singing:
“Break on through to the other side”
repeatedly…
Yes, I feel it …
I want to break through to the other side!
And I know I can go through this wall
I already see Jesus’ hand coming through the wall
inviting me to go through it.
But a wave of fear flows through me.
I know that it is the Love I am afraid of.
I pause – half an hour – an hour
knowing he will be there
waiting for me.
And then the fear just slowly dissolves
in the waterfall of tears of surrendering
and I am welcomed on the other side
by smiling brothers and sisters clapping their hands.
(Dansk version under svanen)
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Disse tanker her gør mig fortræd. Jeg føler mig fanget i dem.

At lade tårerne komme op er altid hjælpsomt i denne situation.

Jeg ser denne solide, tykke mur foran mig,

og stroferne fra Jim Morrison sang lyder igen og igen:

“Break on through to the other side!” Ja, jeg kan mærke det …

Jeg ønsker at komme igennem dette. Og jeg ved, at jeg kan komme igennem denne mur.

Jeg ser allerede Jesu hånd komme igennem muren, som sagde han: “Tag blot min hånd!”

En flod af tårer skyller gennem mig, og jeg ved,

at det er kærligheden, som jeg er bange for.

Jeg venter – en halv time – en hel. Jeg er sikker på, at han venter på mig.

Og efterhånden opløses angsten langsomt i overgivelsens vandfald af tårer,

og jeg bydes velkommen på den anden side af smilende brødre og søstre, som klapper!

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