The other morning I woke up feeling huge fear of God’s punishment. The fear was not connected to anything specific, but fundamental.

It felt like part of my mind was trembling with fear, but another part merely was peacefully watching the trembling fear of God’s punishment without believing in it.

Jesus tells me in A Course in Miracles that we have this huge fear of God’s punishment but not in our conscious mind. It felt very helpful to get to look at it with Holy Spirit by by side, knowing that there could never be such a thing as God’s punishment.